5.31.2009

The Rope

This was actually a forward my mom send me a year ago or so, and I'll admit, I don't read all the forwards I get, but I'm glad I read this one. This story is one that I think about every now and then, and I hope that you will too. Here it is!

The Rope

The story is told of a mountain climber who desperately wanted to conquer the Aconcagua, the highest mountain in the Argentine Andes. He initiated his climb after years of preparation. Because he wanted the glory all to himself, he went up alone.

As the day passed and it began to get dark, he did not stop to camp for the night but kept going. Night fell. There was no moon. Clouds covered the stars. Visibility was zero. Everything was black.

As the climber neared a ridge at about a hundred meters from the top, he slipped and fell into the total darkness below. In those anguishing moments when he was in free fall, memories flashed through his mind, both good and bad. He was certain he would die.

But then a jolt almost tore him in half. Like any sensible mountain climber, he had used pitons and a long rope tied around his waist to stake himself to the mountain. The top piton held, and the rope broke his fall.

He groped in the darkness for the side of the mountain, but it was out of reach. In the terrifying moments that followed, as he hung suspended, he cried out in desperation, "Help me, God! Help me! " Then he heard a voice from Heaven. "Cut the rope!"

"What?"

"Cut the rope!"

More stillness followed, as the man held all the tighter and swung slowly back and forth, hoping in vain to make contact with the side of the mountain.

Other climbers found him the next day, still hanging from the mountain, frozen to death ... two feet above a wide ledge. Unseen by him, the ledge would have been a safe spot where he could have dropped, recovered, built a small fire for warmth, and camped for the night.

It's a tragic story and hopefully not true, but it illustrates a point. Do you put your confidence in some "rope" ? Or can you trust God with those things that are beyond your control ? Why don't you let go ? God has great and marvelous things in store for you. Cut the rope and simply trust Him.

Let this be a lesson that God knows things that we do not. I've been struggling with dealing with some things lately, and I'm grateful that I can think back to this story and be comforted. He knows why things happen, what things will happen, and how they will happen. All we need to do is listen for his voice :)

So it's getting to the point in the summer where the nights are cool and the days are hot. I grew up without AC and the windows were open all the time in the summer. I guess this comforts me still when I'm inside and can hear the birds or cars. Up until last night, I've kept the windows open and our porch door open. Obviously, we have screens :) BUT we've been finding...
spiders! And for those of you who are familiar with how my husband feels about spiders, you'd know that well, we have a "problem" with spiders now. We never have any screen doors or windows actually open to the inside, so the only reason we can find for the spiders being in our home is that there must be nests in the spaces between the windows/doors and the screens. Now, we are leaving the AC on and the doors/windows closed. It makes me sad because I can't hear the birds or cars or my beautiful wind chime outside :( but at least HOPEFULLY there won't be any more spiders!

5.27.2009

I think I'm addicted!

I feel like I can't go a day without blogging! I've never had a journal/diary, so I guess the fact that I find it comforting to reflect on my days should be a red flag that I should keep a journal, huh?! I've worked 12 hours today (9am-9pm) and am exhausted! It's nothing compared to working at LaBeau's haha but still, it's constant talking, standing, and MATH!

Ryan and I are here relaxing after a day of not seeing each other. Starsky and Hutch is on :) LOVE that movie! Right now Starsky and the curly-haired guy is having a dance-off (and Starsky is stoned haha) seriously... best movie ever! I bought hibiscus nectar at the natural food store the other day and LET ME TELL YOU, it is amazing! AND healthy! I'm on a bit of a health kick, which I hope lasts longer than my previous health kicks have lasted. It makes me happy when Ryan says he likes the healthy vegetarian food I make, being as picky has he's been in the past.

So about 3 months till I come home :) I seriously can't wait. I'm going camping with my family at the beach for a few nights, which I am SOOOOOO excited about! AHHHHHH I can't wait to see the beach again, let alone SLEEP there! I think Justin's ready to have me home too.. I get texts often saying he wants me home. It's really hard being away from my family. But hopefully it won't be permanent! And when I say hopefully, I mean HOPEFULLY!

HEY! All you So You Think You Can Dance fans! It's been on for two weeks now! I missed it tonight, but it's on again tomorrow night. I work till 7 tomorrow, so Ry, me, Rob and Jen (oh, and Jersey!) are having a DANCE PARTAYYYYY tomorrow night! So excited! Except I'm not so excited to hear Mary's annoying voice: "ALL ABOARD THE HOT TAMALE TRAIN! WOOO WOOO!" Bailey, you know what I'm talking about.

Check out this amazing popper from last summer: It's crazy! Seriously, don't ignore me! Look at this! It's CRAZYYYYYYYYYY!!!

5.26.2009

Soooo much math!

So I'm picking up a few extra hours at work. Actually, one of the guys who works there is being shipped off to Iraq and I get to take all his classes. I'm grateful, don't get me wrong, but between the next two weeks, I'm working 76 hours. 76 HOURS IN 2 WEEKS! Math is driving me crazy! ..which has inspired me to share with you these funny math answers. Enjoy!



...and my personal favorite...

5.25.2009

Lazy day today

Today (Memorial Day) I did absolutely nothing. Well, I did, kind of. I cleaned, grocery shopped, made an AMAZING dinner, and watched Jon and Kate Plus 8 (I'll get there in a minute!). You NEED to check out this recipe I found in my Skinny B*tch cookbook :) It's vegetarian meatloaf, which is somewhat of an oxymoron. You can find this recipe on my recipe blog: Check it out! Ryan LOVED it and so did I! And.. a major plus... it's way healthy! Not a single non-healthy thing in it! I served it with mashed potatoes and corn on the cob. Mmmmmm!

My parents went to the beach today. They sent me a few videos from their cell. I compiled them so I could share them with you!


So. Jon and Kate Plus 8. If you don't watch it, start! If you do, WHAT THE CRAP IS GOING TO HAPPEN?! I honestly want them to just stop the show and work things out. Check out my poll I have on my sidebar and let me know what YOU predict will happen!

Tonight's season premier was not at all how I thought it'd be. They 're usually sitting next to each other on their couch while being interviewed. BUT tonight they didn't sit next to each other EVER! Well, for a second at the end when they gave each other sad looks. Man, it sounds so rough. Those poor kids. Poor Jon and Kate. The media is seriously screwing up their lives! I don't blame Jon or Kate, but I completely blame the media for what's happened to their marriage. I was at the grocery store today standing in line and I looked at the magazines and saw US Weekly that had Kate on the cover that read "Mom to Monster". THAT'S TERRIBLE! Ughhhh the media. I hate the media. With a passion. *cringe*

Sorry about my "rant" for those who complained about it. Oh, and Skinny B*tch is the name of the book; when I talk about it, I'm not mad or sad or anything. Just... talking about a book. We all do it.

5.24.2009

Yay Mom!

So, my mom started a blog! She's all new at this whole thing, but check it out: My mom's blog! I'm pretty proud of her, seeing as 1. our computer is extremely messed up at home and 2. she is not very good with computers (sorry mom, but it's true!)

Love you "Mommy"!

5.21.2009

Bev texted my this video this morning. It's of the front yard of where she was babysitting... RIGHT on the Rhode Island shore! It made me miss her because she thought of me this morning as she looked out at the shore :( I wish there was a shore like this out here! Oh home, how I miss you. AND I miss Bev!

I know it's undecided right now if I'm working at LaBeau's or not for the summer, but if I don't go I'll probably still keep up on my blog, just not as often. AHHhhh I don't know what to do.. do I stay at Ology and get a second job here in Orem? Or do I suck it up, go to LaBeau's, and make a crapload of money, but maybe not have a job in the fall when I return? Decisions, decisions.

5.17.2009

Saturday's Barbeque

So yesterday all 7 of us (the San Diego crew) got together and had a cook out at Rob and Jen's pool!


Jess and her nephew Crew

Splish splash!

Buddy being pregnant haha


Kisses from Mama!

And Jersey can crawl now! Check it out!


Dreaming Big

So I've been thinking about my dream. I'm talking the kind that you think about ever since you were little. The perfect life that's far from realistic. I asked Ryan about his and his and mine are the complete opposites! He's a city boy, I'm a country girl. Anyways, here's mine:
I would have a Victorian home in Cape Cod, MA about a half hour from the shore. The house would have a large front porch and a good amount of land, enough to take care of with a push lawn mower! We would have a pool in the back yard made by Aqua Pool and Patio (the Giannamore's company). Here's what their pools look like:

This would be my backyard, waterfall and all. The inside of the house would be white wood and it would be all happy colors. My kids would not be messy at all and everything would always stay white. (Remember, this is a dream. I realize that what I just said is the least realistic thing about my dream!) When my kids were old enough, I wouldn't go back to work as a school teacher, but I would open my own little candy shop in a touristy part of the Cape. It would be the coolest candy shop EVER! I took time out of my OH so busy Sunday (...me? busy?) to make the floor plans:


Now, you may be asking yourself... there's a pond? and a garden? in a candy shop? Ladies and gentlemen, allow me to introduce to you the COOLEST candy store EVER! It'd have a garden with "grass" with huge fake butterflies and other "pretty bugs" handing from the ceiling and beautiful scenery painted on the wall in that area. In the grass would be lollipops growing like flowers and all sorts of neat candy placed as though it'd belong in a garden! I'd have a small pond with real goldfish in it to make my candy shop more unique and memorable. The shelves would be curvy, and by the register counter there'd be a small round table for free samples. I'd have all flavors of jelly beans and chocolates! Lollipops and gummy candies and it'd be every child's heaven!

No taking my ideas, okay? Get your own dreams.

Anyways, this is what I'll be doing in the future! Wish me luck! And if you're in Cape Cod ever, feel free to stop by and lounge by my fabulous pool or help yourself to some candy from my shop, on the house of course!

5.12.2009

Just doing some thinking

I was just looking at some old friends on facebook and was thinking back to my good times at Central. My most favorite place I've ever attended school... New Britain. Miss it more than words can say. I love you CCSU! Wish I was back there with all my friends..
Needless to say, I am very excited to come home in August. It's always a breath of fresh air to get out of Utah and come home. Ryan is sometimes bugged when I call Connecticut "home", because obviously we have a condo here and live here. BUTTTT Connecticut will always be my home and I will do whatever I can (which isn't much) to end up back East and raise my family there. And Ryan knows that and says he wants that too, which makes me happy. He knew what he was getting when he married me!

I'm really happy I've been getting into making jewelry! Since my mom does it too, it makes me feel closer to her since we share a common hobby. Hmmm... except my palms are getting rough spots from working with pliers and wire and tiny beads. They'll adjust!


My tribute to Central.. all the good times.

5.06.2009

Home-made bling

Some jewelry I've made this week.. favorites??

^This one's brown beads wrapped around a thick wire with purple Swarovski crystals.



^This one's three wires of beads, all shades of purple, with Swavorski crystals.



^This one is three wires of colorful beads and colorful Swavorski crystals.

They're all bracelets; I thought I'd start simple and then move to earrings and necklaces! This should keep me busy this summer :)

5.05.2009

I'm growing up!

I'm actually working 8 hour days.. and NOT at LaBeau's! Lance (the boss man) emailed me asking if I could cover a 3-5 shift, ON TOP of working 9-3 already. The conversation with Ryan about this went as follows:

Me: Ryan! I'm working 8 hour days on Mondays and Wednesdays!
Ryan: At least you don't have anything else to do.
Me: But I'm not a grown up yet! Why am I working 8 hour days?
Ryan: Well, what do you work Fridays?
Me: (looking down, shuffling my feet) ... I have Fridays off ..?
Ryan: (pauses for a second).. (hysterical laughter) Then what are you complaining for?!

So, 24 hour weeks aren't too bad, especially when I cram all those hours into four days. Gotta get myself ready for LaBeau's!

I've really gotten into jewelry making again. I haven't done it since high school, where I took 8 semesters of it and LOVED every minute of it. I think it'll be my new hobby. I haven't tried making jewelry out of the workshop at my high school ever until just recently since my mom opened my eyes up to the jewelry section of Jo-Anns. Well, in high school we used blow torches and things like this. I think I'll just stick to needle-nose pliers and wire cutters. I don't think Ryan would appreciate me using a blow torch in our condo!

5.03.2009

Thunder storms and wind chimes

So about an hour ago it was all sunny, birds were chirping, and about 65 degrees. All of a sudden (no, seriously, it was all of a sudden) I heard thunder and the sky began pouring water down on the earth! Our wind chime outside started to freak out, I thought it would come off! AHHH but I love it. Thunder storms remind me of when I was little and we have a long bay window in our living room, and my dad would always tell Justin and I to stay away from it because ummm I really don't remember anymore but to this day I still stay away from windows in storms. Anyways, Justin and I would take the cushions off the couch and make a fort (I was a pretty good fort maker in my time, let me tell you) out of the cushions and blankets. Then, we would slowly SLOWLY sneak out of the fort and then... BOOM! Thunder would crack and we would scurry back into our fort both laughing and scared for our lives! Oh, childhood...

Side note: My friend Stephanie just texted and said she and her husband were driving to Page (don't know where that is but obviously in driving distance from Orem) late Friday night and they were CHARGED by an antelope! She said they're fine but the car, not so much. That's crazy! She said it came out of nowhere and literally... charged at the car! Scaryyyyyyy and the sad part is when I asked how the antelope is, she said, "I don't think there's much left of him." EW!

Well, it stopped raining already. Sad. But at least it smells like rain outside and since the windows are open my place smells all summery and rainy! YUMMY! Speaking of yummy, I wish I had some chocolate in the house...

Natalie's wedding!



Last night we went to Natalie's wedding (she works with me) in Salt Lake City! And now she's on her way to Cancun (...) ..hope she doesn't get SICK! Anyways, here are some pictures!

5.01.2009

Bored @ work

The lab is empty today, leaving my mind free to wander, which is what it especially shouldn't be doing today.

r.i.p. Aunt Connie
Note the red hair; she said it made her feel like Lucille Ball haha ohhhh aunt connie.. how I miss you..

Bailey's already home, she's staying home for a month. Bay, don't take it for granted! What I'd give to go home right now.

I seriously hate.. what are these called? Those lights? Florescent lights? The kind that's usually in kitchens and they put in offices? Ya, florescent lights. They are so BLAHHHHH and they're surrounding me right now! I guess I better get used to them because if I'm going to be a teacher, that's what elementary schools use. gahhh

I really don't know if anyone looks at my blog, or if it's even interesting at all. I have a wedding reception to go to tomorrow night, that should be exciting! aaaaaand I bought new shoes and a new shirt to wear :) ..(they were on sale.. or else I wouldn't have gotten them!) White and Black is having a HUUUUGE sale, my shoes were 20 and so was the shirt! GO!

I watched Charlie Brown Christmas this morning.. twice :) I must be the queen of indecisiveness! When it's summer, I want it to be Christmas. Not winter, just Christmas. With snow please. AAAAND when it's winter (post-Christmas, of course), I want it to be spring/summer! And fall, it's always nice to have fall. The smells of fall and the trees and stuff remind me of when Ryan and I first started dating, because (duh) it was in the fall. SO fall always makes me happy. WAIT WAIT.. let me clear that up.. NEW ENGLAND fall makes me happy. Utah fall kinda.. well, for lack of a better word.. sucks. The smells in Utah are usually cow crap and sewage/pollution, but there are [rare] exceptions where it smells normal. New England fall kicks Utah fall's butt.

This is Colchester, CT in the fall.

28 minutes till I'm out of here. I wonder if the boss would let me out early? Ryan and I usually get "cheap mexican" friday nights, but he thinks we'll get the swine flu. HAHAHA he cracks me up! With how much I bite my nails, I'm surprised I haven't gotten it yet! Bev graduates soon and I have mother's day presents to send out. That's what I'll be doing tomorrow!

So despite the sad mood I've been in today, I think I did a pretty good job trying to sound happy! If you just add exclamation marks after everything, you sound much happier! Well, it's back to work for me!

Chill on the swine flu

I found this online from WebMD:

7 Reasons Not to Over Worry
After a solid week of scary headlines about swine flu, it's time to take a step back, take a deep breath, and regain perspective. Here are seven points to consider:
1. Most swine flu cases have been mild, so far. Severe cases have been seen mainly in Mexico, for reasons that aren't yet clear. But most swine flu patients have recovered without being hospitalized.
2. You're not defenseless against swine flu. Simple things -- washing your hands, not touching your mouth, eyes, or nose, and trying to avoid close contact with sick people -- can go a long way toward reducing your risk.
3. Most swine flu cases so far have been pretty much like normal, seasonal flu. Swine flu and seasonal flu share symptoms, and spread the same way.
4. How much do you worry about seasonal flu? Maybe you should give garden-variety flu a little more respect. In a typical U.S. flu season, an average of 36,000 people die of flu or flu complications, and about 200,000 people are hospitalized. Swine flu hasn't come anywhere close to that.
5. Swine flu's future is unknown. No one knows where swine flu is headed -- for better or for worse. "You don't know if it's going to fizzle out in a couple weeks or become more or less virulent or severe in the diseases it causes," CDC Acting Director Richard Besser, MD, said on April 29. "If we could see into the future [that] would be absolutely wonderful, but that's not the case. That's why we're being aggressive" in seeking to limit swine flu's impact on human health.
6. The world is more prepared than ever. Remember bird flu? When that was the "it" virus several years ago, the global health community ramped up its pandemic preparations. As a result of that work, "the world is better prepared for an influenza pandemic than at any time in history," WHO Director-General Margaret Chan said on April 29.
7. Pandemics aren't all deadly." If the World Health Organization declares swine flu a pandemic, that's all about the spread of the virus -- not the severity of the illness. In the past, some pandemics have been mild, while others have been severe, notes WHO spokesman Gregory Hartl, adding that "people should act with common sense, not with panic."


And get this! In Cairo, Egypt, the Egyptian government ordered the slaughtering all of their pigs (roughly over 300,000) over the swine flu, even though no cases have been reported there AND you can't get the swine flu from eating pigs! (However, you can get them from infected pigs) That's terrible.. it breaks my little heart :( Not every pig is infected. They did the same thing a few years back when Egypt was infected with the bird flu. Shouldn't they be killing humans instead? Since the virus is spread through them and NOT pigs??

You like my piggy cartoon? It's cute :)




Moral of this blog:
Wash your hands.
...and don't kill pigs.